yoke yourself not

I struggle often with the tension between being in this world and being of this world. I catch myself falling for the false idols, wanting more and bigger... especially as my partner chases these things - it's hard sometimes not to be caught up in the chase. The stress on my integrity gives me pause, actually stops me cold. This frustrates my partner, who operates under a different paradigm and defines success and happiness differently.

Oh, I give it to God. Can I give it to God?

One cannot know the mind of God, but one can yearn for just a glimpse.