cool waters

LJ xpost:

I don't think anyone anywhere is expecting anything from me today. This is basically unheard of in my life. There are things I need to do, a whole lot of them. But no timeline, whatsoever.
Tomorrow is booked and every evening next week is spoken for. Spin spin spin.
Today I don't think I'll call anyone. I have Departed on disc so I'll watch it while the computer is still in the living room. I never have time enough for a whole movie.
I was away from home so long. The dog was frantically happy to see me. My mail piled up (all bills) and the house was so cold. I haven't finished cleaning from the Hallowe'en party. It was good to see my bed again. I have such a love hate "thingy" with this town. Also with singledom. I am so content to sit here alone and to know my day is my own. On the other hand, I'd relish a true partner to share this unday with.
I'm in a deep well of a mood. Not a gloomy mood. Just deep, and dark in a good way. Some spiritual cave of a mood. Change is not in the air - it is in the water.